Well.....

Well I have to say I started this blog because I wanted to express my emotions when I was to stress and could not figure out what else to do.

So I did this blog u know to express. To let everything out . To stress down. To calm down. To sort of find peace. Lol this might sound weird but its true. But sometimes  I feel like I don't let anything out soo  I let  it out here... So nobody is hearing so yeah it's just me my self and I 

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I HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!
I was planing to go to six flags when something terrible happens..... A lady falls out of a rollercoster!!! Yes.. She literally falls out .... It's crazy & I feel bad but....really I was so happy happy we were gonna go..& now 6 flags is close!! 
So all I have to look forward to is a bachata concerts tomorrow... Which I guess is good I like to party.. Lol but point is I'm soooo mad..that's why this is in red!  
Nothing good has happen in my life soo yeah I decided to blog about it.. I wish i did this every day but I don't .. Sorry 

New

Sooo I found something soo cool...... Tumblr!! 
Maybe this Is a pointless blogs or something but I feal like it's just as cool as Pinterest .. And I love Pinterest and I have like 205 followers and it and I want to have a lot in tumblr to... Because its pretty nice lol I only follow like 11 people but I will get there lol...but that is gonna take  a pretty long time  because it took me like 5 months to get 205 followers in Pinterest ... Lol so yeah just wanted to update I had not blood in forever so I was like .... "Better get to this" lol 

Fast

I'm gonna blog super fast because my brother gets mad when I'm in my iPad..
My day was pretty good it's raining!! I love when it rains :P anyway my bro finished pione school and soo happy for him even though I don't show it in front of everyone.but yes! Lol
Claudia's wedding is just around the corner :D I'm soooo happy for her even though I get that hunch that she doesn't like me... But I like her and its O.K because I don't judge...so yeah her wedding is on this Saturday coming up .. YAY!  I'm ready to dance and  I bet the party is gonna be great :) so yeah my bro is in it with a bunch of my other friends .. So it's gonna be really good cant wait for that to happen. So I will report back later because I'm starting to get scared that my brother is Gina get her and get mad :/ so got to go... Byeeeeeee

            P.S I love the background I have in the blog sooo toxic lol


                                         - Randy

Tired!!

I'm soo tired!!!
Last night we went to a party. It was because pelon is leaving to bethel in a couple of days  and staying the for a year! WOW. That's crazy. I'm not that close to home but I bet the people that are, are  going to miss him like crazy! Just like us.. When we think of Brian. He has ben gone for like 7 months! But he comes &visits us so its O.K. Can't wait until he stays here & not have to go back.

Well anyways the party was great and I danced a little because there was not that many people I knew sooo that's why. And we came home pretty late. 
The worst part was in the morning when my mom wakes me up out of know we're!!!i was pretty mad. Then I had to go to work with my dad for a little, I didn't mind. Until I SMACHD MY FINGURE!! It hurt like crazy and kind of hurts now still ..... But other then nothing new. Started getting ready for meeting cause we have today & I have platforms... So I must go so I can get ready.... Let see what happens and my teen life .. 

        


                                                                            - Randy

Starting fresh

I feel like I should start over.....
I mean instead of me just talking about different subjects , I should I should just write about my life and how I feel every day.. It's summer by the was and its 2 weeks for my birthday.. I'm finally gonna be 16....
Well I shouldn't say finally, I wasn't like waiting for the day to come or anything it's just crazy how fast life  can go by you with out you even feeling it .... It just out of know we're boom!!! Your 16 and 28 and the married its just crazy!!
But I'm looking forward to it.. For more of the freedom . Fore more of the trust. It's almost at my grasp.
So here it is everybody.... My new start .. My new blog post

Photography

I LOVE TO DO THIS!!!
I can't explain the love  I have for doing this....
 The fact that you can transfer ideas that i have in my head and express them all in one single photograph. I just have these 2  goals that are not spiritual and it's fashion and taking pictures in magazines like V or vogue and stuff it's just sounds so cool to do things like that ..... Idk I'm just won't 2 Know if it feels color or not.
I feel like I would like it  a lot but idk it's just a goal that is there and idk if I will ever reach it even thought people say follow your dreams ..... But this world is almost close to the end so idk if  I should do it... But any who
I really like doing this... I have done some graduation pictures before and they have came out pretty good. So maybe i can Do a small business were I just take pictures of just regular people. 
Point is i wouldn't care because  I just love doing what I do!! 
PHOTOGRAPHY!!!! 

Fashion

FASHION!!!
It's something huge for me and also a huge part of me....
Fashion for me shows my personality and how I feal .. Happy, sad , tired, out of it. I love it!! I like the fact that i can show my emotions with fashion and express it.
Sometimes and just sometimes You can tell how people are with their fashion taste. You can tell if their skate bord dudes, emo, prep, girly girl, anything. 
My life depends on fashio, soo much it's not even funny! 
On YouTube when I'm not whaching Grav3yardgirl or Shane or Joey graseffa. I'm whaching fashion! Chane, Alexander mcqueen, Prada, miu miu. I just love it!! I love how designers express their emotion, and their feel. I love everything about it.
I really don't know what I would do with out it..
AMEN FASHION!! as the wise Lady Gaga said.

For reels

I'm rich!!
My dad is doctor, my mom is a lawyer and I'm going to very... Very important private school. I get what I want . Even though my parents aren't around I still have money and I can go to Paris in my jet and go shopping in Louie Vuitton and get the new winter collection. God my life!!!! 
WRONG!! 
I'm not nothing of that I'm just a normal teenager who lives in a normal city... I don't have a jet and I especially don't shop at Louie Vuitton... I don't got that $$! But.. Just because I said does things did it change the way you saw me, did u say "WOW! I want that!" 
Because you shouldn't!! Be happy with what u have!!
You have a family, your living, you have friends, & especially you know Jehovah!! Does should be great things to be happy about!!
Yes, you don't have a jet or get to shop at Louie Vuitton, but that shouldn't matter because we all have to face the reel thing... Money comes & goes. Your life shouldn't depend on it!!
Jehovah has promised a beautiful place were we will live for ever & always be happy & never get sick. So FOR REELS work on your spiritual goals and not on this world. We all know all of this is gonna come to a END!!  FOR REELS don't think about the world think about Jah and his promise he has given us!! 
THINK ABOUT THE FUTERE  

TEST

Test!! Test!! 
Man I hate doing them. I feal like teachers do it just so they can torture you and not make it eligal. Every they say pop quiz! 
S.O.S
Somebody help me!! I just can't do it with all these test! Everybody says it gets worse in college. I don't even want to think about that yet! 
Test can be BAD , bet they do me good. Now that I know I test a lot I study more. Sad face. It makes me have good habits and not bad ones that won't helpme in the future. I have 3 test tomorrow!! Got to get my game on! Things are about to get crazy! Wish me good things..... 

Hope

Have you ever felt like hope is all gone??
That there is nothing else to do??  
I have... But you know who is there even when you have nothing else.. JAH! Jehovah is always there to soport you in what ever you need .
He is the 24/7. At any moment that you need him because If you what he has told use to do, what makes you think he won't soport you.
Yes, there has bin times where you are going throught something and you are like, " Really god!! Really!!"but we should not dought because he is stronger then anything and anyone here in this earth. There is nothing. If we dought him it shows a lack of faith, and I'm pretty shore we don't want that to happen. So don't if times are hard, prey spill your heart out because Jehovah listens to you. That's what I do! 

Mistakes

We all make them!
As much as I hate saing that its true we are unfortionetly not perfect and yes that sucks soo much because you may try really hard not to, but it just doesn't work.
I guess it's human nature to do it and its all Adam & Eves fault! 
If they would of obeyed to god none of this would have ever happens. We would have Ben living in a world were pease was dominant and evil didn't exist &we would be living a perfect life with no challenges to face.
But that will one day come true when this cruel world comes to the end and satan will not rule this world and Jehovah & Jesus will take his please and bring pease. 
 We live in a world full of mistakes, but we have to keep going & wait until Jah comes. Until then we must not give up but keep doing what he has told us to keep doing. 
I WILL WAIT! :)

The media

Media it's something that we all see every wher. In your phone, computer, magazines, and especially Tv.
People use this to make you something you aren't like they make you think that with this perfume or some kind of shoes your gonna reach a goal or become some that's important and rich, but in reality. It's. Not. True.
Don't fall for stuff like that because you are the one who makes you do what ever you want. You become what you want because of the desitions you make and hopefully there good ones and with the help of Jah thing will even go better.
So don't forget you make your choices and don't fall for the media.

Friends

Friends !! Something that we may not pay that much attention, but have you ever thought what life would be with out friends? 
Sounds like some thing I never want to go through. Friendship is soo valuable to me and I hope that other people as well. I have a friend that came to visit from New York and I'm very close to him and now that he is going I already miss him, even thought he hasn't left until tomorrow. I know he is going for a good reason, but MAN I'm I gonna miss. I'm not gonna tell him that but I'm gonna encourage him to keep going and Jah will be with him🙏.
Friendship means soo much too me.
I will never take advantage of any of them because they mean a lot to me. 😃

Music

Lady gaga,  Katy perry,  Ne-Yo, Justin Timberlake, Coldplay, Is Tropical and list goes on!
Music.... Yes it effects you soo much in soo many ways negative and positive, it changes your mood it makes you who you are👇.
Music helps you lift your spirit and to over come obstacles that you may have in life. That's what music is for. For you to have something you can listen to wile your in bed going through what ever you are going through , break up, death of a family and a bunch of other situations. 
We shouldn't take music for granted because it really helps!

WHAT

Why?! Why?! I just some times just don't understand! You go to school and you hear how people are like I do this and my parents don't know. You u just stand there like, WHAT! My parents know my every move .... Who I'm with .. Why I'm there...why I'm going .

Lots of the teens see this as unbelievable as I do to see it incredible. How people parents don't care what the kids do but the truth is that they just don't care about there own kids! Which I think is very sad because I at least have parents that love and are there when I need them.. 😃 Even thought they really grind my gears , I have to over come that because there their

Feel

Sometimes you may feel like your patents or (brother) don't understand you. All of that is true!! Because even thought they were teens a wile back doesn't mean they know how u feel. All of us have such a different personality and we all go through different stages at different times. As upsetting as that can be I have 2 overcome that